dont' know

i don't know why...
but i think i miss him as my friend....
although our friendship only last for a short period....
but that guy actually is a good friend...

owh no no no no no and no....
what i'm talking right now....
am i crazy....
why i have that kind of feeling...
that guy have hurt me...
and always make me angry...
goshh this is not right...
hmmm...

i have just looked out that guy account...
i think he did not update the account for a long time...
maybe since the last day of our friendship...
i don't know why...
but it's up to him...

i hope i didn't have this kind of feeling again...
i hope all anyone who read this can keep this as a secret...
don't ask me anything...
ok...daa.....

all out 3 in 1

haishh...agak menyesal org tunjuk kt dye brg yg org bli...klu org taw dye nk bli brg yg mcm org bli utk DYE confirm org x tunjuk kt dye...tp x pew la...nk wt cmne...dh jadi pon...tp jgn la nk kutuk2 brg yg org bli...taw la brg yg dye bli utk DYE tu brg import n brg yg org bli 2 brg tmptn...x yah la nk ckp brg org murah...dh la tiru ape yg org bli lps 2 bg kt DYE...ntah pape ntah...dh la 2 nk pinjam brg org yg lain plak sbb nk match dgn brg yg dye bli utk DYE tu...org x ksh nk pinjam tp x yah la nk ckp brg yg org bli tu murah la...lagi 1...org taw la dye yg bg org bnda 2...org x ksh lau dye nk guna sbb dye dh byk bg org mcm2....tp org nk guna kejap je...jgn la kedekut sgt....lau dye nk blk ckp je la....hmmm...

kamu x yah la nk msk cmpur hal sy...kamu ingt kamu 2 baik sgt ke....kamu ingt kamu jual buku2 agama 2 kamu 2 baik la...halamak...kamu ingt org free hair ni sume jht...sory ckit la...hbs kamu ingt org yg pakai tdung labuh 2 baik2 sume la...x yah la nk srh ak bce ni la wt 2 la...ak taw la...halamakk...x yah la nk sibuk2....sy taw la kamu sbnr nya bengang sbb sy bce bku2 yg kamu jual 2 kn...ada sy ksh...sy dh byk bli brg kt tmpt kamu taw...penyibuk punye org...

ehh ko x yah nk bajet bgs sgt la kn....ko ingt ko 2 sempurna sgt ke....dh la ckp benda nk skt kn ati org je...suka nk perli2 org...ko ingt org suka ke perangai ko yg mcm 2...ak taw la ko 2 EXPERT kn dlm sume benda...x yah la nk riak sgt...ko x yah la nk kutuk2 org...ko x yah la bajet hot...ak taw la ak ni x sesempurna ko kn...ko jgn ingt ko taw sume bnda la kn...and 1 more thing...ko x yah la peferafasanfan safangatfat...ko sume baik just skp ko yg nie je la yg wt org bengang....

p/s : sume2 ni x taw nk jge hati org...ckp main lps je...ckit pon x berlapik...ingt org laen xde perasaan ke...dh la suka skt kn ati org...perasan bgs dlm sume hal....haishh...geram gle...rase cm nk nangis jew...maybe dh nangis pon kot...huhuhu....ok la bubye...

teringat

tdi mse ak tgh on9 tiba2 je mak ak ckp dgn ak srh ak try cari kwn baik ak mse sklh rndh...
mak ak srh ak cari kwn2 ak 2 dlm fb...
ak pon try la cari...
ak type je nama diorg sume trus keluar profile diorg...
tp ak cuma dpt cari best frend ak yg chinese girl n indian girl...
kwn2 ak yg melayu ssh sikit nk cari sbb ramai org yg nama sama kn..

chinese girl n indian girl girl 2 kwn baik ak mse ak drjah 4 x silap ak...
baik sgt diorg berdua ni....
lbh2 lg yg chinese 2...

ak rindu sgt kt kwn2 ak mse sklh rndh...
kalau ayh ak x ajak pndah msti ak still kwn lg dgn diorg...
ak ingt lg mse kwn ak yg chinese girl 2 prnh bg ak 1 set stationary...
ak sbnrnya sje je mntk dye stationary 2 sbb dye bg kwn ak yg india 2 tp x bg ak...
kononnye la nk touching la kn...
so ak ckp la dgn dye belikn ak stationary yg sama mcm dye blikn kwn ak yg lg sorang 2....
esk nye terus dye blikn utk ak...
dye bg ak present mse birthday ak...
mak dye pon prnh blanje ak...
baik sgt dye 2...

tp ble dh naik drjh 5 kelas dh lain so kteorg dh x sgt dh tp ak still ingt dye...
diorg sume baik dgn ak....
dye ajar ak la kalau ak x fhm...
skrg ni diorg sume dh cantik2...
lain sgt dri dlu...

ak rndu sgt zaman sklh rndh....
ble ak jmpe je profile diorg kt fb terus ak add...
tp ak x taw la diorg still ingt ak ke x...
ak rase mustahil diorg ingt ak lagi...
tp ak x ksh pon sbb nie sume dh lama dh...
confirm la diorg dh lupe....

apa2 pon ak ingt diorg sume...
ak rindu sgt nk mcm dlu...
kalau la bole diputarkn mse...
hmmm...

ak ingt sume yg ak wt dgn diorg mse sklh dlu...
ak x kn lupe sume kenangan 2...
x kira la kenangan pahit atau manis...
ak akan ingat smpai bila2.....

it's over

ari jumaat ari 2 berakhir la sdh persahabatan ak dgn dye...
persahabatan yg ak ingt dlu boleh kekal lama...
nie sume sbb spe....sbb dri dye sndiri....
klu dye x wt hal... ak dgn dye mgkin still kwn lgi smpai skrg...

sbb sikap dye yg nk mengongkong ak la yg wt ak x leh thn kwn dgn dye...
sbb sikap dye yg agak melampau 2 la yg wt ak marah kt dye...
sejak dye putus kn talian mse dye kol ak ari 2...
ak terus diam kn dri....
ak nk dye rase ape yg ak rse...
ak mmg x leh thn kwn dgn org cm nie..
parents ak pon x mcm dye...
asyik ak je nk jge ati org tp org x prnh nk jge ati ak...

tp ak ada la ckit rse bersalah kt dye sbb diam kn dri cm 2 je....
walaupon ak ni agk keras ati kadang2 tp ntah la...
nsb baik la kwn ak yg knl ak dgn dye phm ak...
kwn ak dahulu kn ak dlu dri dye...
walaupon kwn ak 2 knl dye lbh awl dri ak...

ak x nyesal ckit pon psl hal ni....
sedih pon x jgk...
biarla dye...

nie sume ad hikmah nye...
mungkin ak akan dpt kwn yg lbh baik dri dye...
atau mgkin juga ni sbg peringatan supaya ak lebih berhati2 dlm memilih kwn lps nie..

u think u good!!!

haishh...
ak pon x taw la nape tiap kali ak tulis blog msti nk mrh org...
ada je org yg nk skt kn ati ak...
ak x prnah sakit kn ati diorg...
ak layan diorg sume baik je...

org2 cm nie mmg x leh nk dibuat kwn la....
slalu je sakit kn ati org...
x pe la...
nnti 1 ari nnti ko pon akan rase....
ape yg ko wt kt org akan kena blk kt ko..
what goes around comes around...
just wait n see....

ko x yah la ingt ko 2 bagus sgt...
ad org lbh bgus dri ko...
ko x yah la ingt ko 2 hot sgt....
ad org lg hot dri ko...
ko x yah la ingt ko 2 lawa sgt..
ad org lg lawa dri ko...
ko x yah la ingt ko 2 sebaik2 manusia...
ad org lagi baik dri ko....

u really2 spoil my mood...
hmmm....
geram btol la...
rase cm nk smash je dye ni...
tp x pew la...
ak msh leh sabar lagi...

dh la malas nk cite lgi dh...
ok la...
daa....

whatever!!!

ak dh agak dh...
dye msti cari ak blk...
dri smlm dye asyik call2 aku...
dye ingt ak heran sgt ke lau x msg dye...
ak taw dye yg x bole lau x msg dgn ak....

ak dh ckit punye baik la angkat call dye...
tp leh dye ltk tgh ckp2 nie...
spe yg x bengang...

ak wt baek dye wt cm nie...
ape punye org la...
nk pujuk ak la 2....
sbb 2 asyik call2 ak...

suka ati ko la..
malas ak nk layan ko lgi...
asyik nk wt org marah je...
nk sakit kn ati org...

dh la...
x yah nk cari ak lgi...
dh x de org yg ko nk msg bru nk cari ak...
bole jln la kamu...

huh...
ok la...
bubye...

i got a feeling...:D

ari ni ak hepy sgt...
ak pon x taw kenapa ak hepy sgt ari ni..
tp smlm perasaan ak bercampur-baur...
geram, bengang, hepy sume ada...
nie sume sbb lelaki...

smlm ak bengang dgn sorng guy nie...
ak bru chat dgn dye sekali..
tp dye nk manje2 dgn ak plak..
dye ingt ak nie ape...
stok dye nk manje2 ke..
sory ckit la...

mentang2 la ak nie free hair dye ingt ak nie sosial ke..
layan sume lelaki yg ak kenal...
sengal btol....
ble ak tnye dye nie desperate sgt ke sbb x de gf...
dye pon terus ckp yea...
sbb 2 la dye nk manje2 dgn ak...

ak geram btol dgn lelaki 2...
dye ingt sume girl yg free hair sume sosial ke...
pk la ckit....
ko nie dok zaman ble hah...
kuno btol org yg ad pemikiran cm 2...

tp ak ad hepy jgk....
ak pon x taw sbb ape..
tp yg pastinya bkn sbb lelaki gle 2 la...

smlm ak on9 smpai pgi...
pgi 2 ak ad la chat dgn beberapa org...
ad yg kwn ak n ad yg bkn kwn ak..
but ak nk cite psl sorang guy yg chat dgn ak smlm..
nie guy yg lain yea bkn yg gle 2 yea..

ak x taw la npe tp ak seronok sgt chat dgn dye...
mgkin sbb dye phm ak n x memaksa ak sgt kot..
tp ak x taw la dye 2 btol2 phm ak ke x...
atau sje je buat2 phm sbb nk dkt dgn ak...
atau mmg dye nie sweet talker...

ad bnda yg dye ckp dgn ak smlm yg hmpir2 wt ak cair kot...
tp hmpir2 je la...
x cair lg taw...
tp terharu pon ad...
mgkin sbb sblm nie x de org yg pernah ckp cm 2 kt ak...

ak rse cm berbunga2 kejap...
hahhahaaha.....
ak x taw la dye 2 sengaja nk ckp cm 2 sbb nk wt ak cair kot...
but ak x nk la g taw ape yg dye ckp...
segan la ak...
hehehe...

ak bru dua kali je chat dgn dye...
dye byk nasihat kn ak srh jage diri...
sbb 2 la kot ak suka chat dgn dye...
mgkin dye mmg expert bab2 mengayat perempuan nie...
tp lantak dye la...
yg pnting dye x leh nk cair kn ak...
cuma hmpir2 je...
hahhaa..


nasib baek la ak nie x cpt caye ape yg lelaki ckp...
lau x msti ak cair sgt2...
hehehe...

ok la laen kali ak tulis lg yea...
abg ak nie sbok je...
ak x taw la dye nmpk ke x ape yg ak tulis nie..
lau dye nmpk malu la ak...
x taw nk ltk muka kt ne...
ape la abg ak 2...
sengal...

next time if i have another best story...
sure i will share...
ok papai..
tp ingt taw nie sume secret...
hehehhe...;)